He died the very day he started to live!!!

the day was moron as was his last night, not only nights but last days and not only days but weeks but not only weeks , years too. He was struggling for getting a better life since long ...nothing seems to work for him , no excitement in work, no hope in life, no peace of mind yet he didn't know what is missing. He had all mundane things with him, loving people around him ...still some emptiness,

"Why is it so??" he asked himself while driving in his convertible Porsche through freeway near the sea.
"I have all what should be there"...."No" said the inner voice , "You don't have all ".
so he said "Whats missing ?" while speeding and enjoying his holiday while blue sky and sunny e day was all over him.
He didn't hear anything . He repeated again "What is this hollowness for??" , the inside voice is still quiet. He again said while thumping his wheel with hands, "I have fullfiled my ambitions , i am doing good in career, I enjoy night out with my friends... I have been having one night stands, i have all what a man of my age can possess. So whats it then?? "
No you don't have everything , the inside replied "You have money not happiness; you have body not health; you have sex not intimacy; you have acquaintance not friends; above all you have lust not love ....and thats why its hollow!!!"
"None of these are close to your heart , they might be close to your senses." ..it added while a cool breeze was blowing through his head, perturbation inside were leaving him cold from inside
, he was numb on such a thought.
"So" he said "what can I do , its difficult to find love, infact rare to find it. Its not alive anymore "
"Did u ever try?" the inside was rebelling against him "Do you try to be close to anyone? share dreams, aspirations, blunders, open up and be free soul to anyone?" He said "No, people are shrewd and especially girls they are always? and anyways i believe love is nothing but a way to sex . At last the love is all about sex, this is how the world is moving, Anyways you either fall in love with someone and marry him/her and have family after a good sex. So love is nothing but a lust feeling which stays inside and when expressed with one it is called love , and its only our prime need to copulate that govern us to have it".
"Such a mean idea, so you mean to say Its all about sex sex and sex. People love each other because they love bodies of each other???. "from inside came the voice.
"Yes , and lets cut this crap , and let me enjoy", he said to himself.
"No , and that what explains why you feel so hollow!!!" a pause....
"Means?" he exclaimed with eyebrows touching together as if his idea is being challenged by himself. "Because you had been keeping this belief you have all the stuff but no matter in life"
You mean to say he replied to himself "money not happiness, body not health, sex not intimacy, acquaintance not friends and lust not love??"
"Yes" inner voice
"I don't believe it " he attacked
"So where's your belief taking you, You are stagnant in life. Aren't You? "
"Okay I will try this and lets see!!" He said to himself although disbelievingly but anyways he thought of trying the option to get in peace with himself.
He looked out and found a beautiful sunset, thought of stopping by, he parked the car.
It was a cliff and a beautiful small hill near it , so he thought of climbing it to see the sunset down in the sea clearly. As he climbed he found it more invigorating and got more enchanted by the idea of his own of let go his own views and start living all over again (not sure although). As soon as he was finding solace he heard a sharp voice nearby somewhere, somebody screaming .... He ran to that side , he didn't see anything, and thought must have mistaken , no he hasn't it repeated and he ran towards the place it came from. A man was trying to throw a woman below the cliff while she was struggling.
A second he felt he should save her and then the saw the strong man, that woman was already on the verge of falling. He told himself, " No No!!, I don't want to get into trouble, the man might kill him also as the only witness".
But then , he thought, "No I should, may be I can feel happy after saving one life and no need to believe my inside thoughts then". he was still thinking to prove himself to his consciousness.
And he ran that way with the loud shout "Leave her or I will shoot", pretending a gun in his pocket. The other man saw him and with more thrust threw the women away.
He thought that she was gone but a moment he reached there he saw her hand on edge of cliff. The other man thought first to handle the witness , so in no time he pounced upon him and both of them started a tussle.
The woman was still shouting and this gave him a zeal... a zeal to prove himself. He started knuckling down the strong man till he heard a bang punch on his face.
He was slight unconscious but he took with his keys which he was pretending to be gun and gave a knuckle to the man. 1 ....2......3 he said to himself the other man got hurt and felt unconscious .
The woman was giving a lame cry, so he just ran and reached out for her and tried to pull her up, by the time he pulled her up, he felt pushed by someone.
And then he felt all , he was diving deep into the sea and it was for first time he himself was watching himself setting down in sea than the sun.
He felt a complete life as he was falling down , all moments he was treasuring at that time, he could feel love of mother, intimacy of his first love, good health, friendships of dear friends he had left long ago...but no desires.
In a vague attempt to prove himself right (his beliefs)... he proved himself (inner self) right. His thoughts were as he was able to pull a life out for someone but he himself was going to die the very day he started to live!!!!

Foul-weather friend

The Urban dictionary suggests the meaning as :

The opposite of a fair-weather friend, a foul-weather friend only seeks you out if they have a problem, need a shoulder to cry on, a ride to town or someone to watch their dog, but otherwise they act as if they don't even know you. They're only your chum when they're glum.

A foul-weather friend will never call you to go out with other friends, go to a show or just go hang out, but the minute trouble comes, your foul-weather friend knows you are good old reliable you, the one who will listen when no one else will, and they act like you're their only friend. Don't expect the same in return either. When you've got a problem, they'll usually tell you not to bring them down.

Yooooooooo I find how to describe one of my cousin's , I said to myself ...yup this suits him . Whole of our family describes him so but hardly knew there is a word for such people too. Unfortunately we all meet such people at least once in our life. They deserve to be known as something and they do. The best characteristics of such people is they become predictable and later you have to do nothing but to somehow ignore them or if not possible then face them . Well what kind of inherited qualities these people have to become so , i am not sure anything other than being mean in initial phase of life they become our foul weather friend , since they resemble mean-ness in all their acts they tend to behave like this .....isn't it going like a negative blog .......well shall i go ahead n describe such people or give solution to avoid such people or just mock about their behavior.

I ain't no GOD ...(is it, i can believe??) so lets go ahead....more adding to their characteristics is whenever in trouble they will be find you no matter which corner of the world you are in, and start pitting about their conditions .... and once it comes to their happy days no matter even if you are juggling in front of them they will ignore you. In their happy days you will find them sharing their happiness with everyone other than you and the moment of your sadness, you will find them with least possible time for you. Well you are most reliable for them and at the same time they are least reliable for you .
Of course they continue to haunt you with their deeds but then you have to carry the misery of friendship / relations to bear upon your shoulders.

Curse to be Woman In India

Click on the picture above to see what I wanted to say , its quite self explanatory and its form in five cities out of eight, that too in a single day newpaper published on 14th April 2008 in Times of India ;
http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/Cities/cityarticlelist/-2128932452.cms
The date of writing th blog is 13th April since its according to US timings , this blog is written from India.

Pretty girls, unattractive men gel well

This one I am writing when i have been haunted by an attitude ghost which stays inside me, this blog might be discriminatory or harmful for those who either have no or bad attitude or sensitive people....so kindly read with big heart n no brain n emotions....

The tile of the blog is the headline of todays most of newspapers..its a outcome of some deep research carried out by some researchers and published in Journal of Family Psychology, After seeing this i said to myself isn't it should be common sense ...and such obvious things gets published in the Jounals!!!!! a pity as I say Research is nothing but common sense endorsed by statistics.

A very insightful explaination to it was given by Dan Ariely, a professor of behavioural economics at MIT's Programme in Media Arts and Sciences and Sloan School of Management, said, "Men are very sensitive to women's attractiveness. Women seem to be sensitive to men's height and salary."

Yes they do !! Men prefer beauty and women height and salary , because one looks for a fairer and competitive gene and other for strong and stable partner. These choices had been there since 10000 BC...... or should I say Adam and Eve...no they didn't had choice. Women had always been looking for a better hunter (in todays language salary) and tall and strong man and similarly men's choice as caveman till today has not changed its Beauty!!!!

Well the topic now is whether pretty woman and unattractive men stay better in relationship then both attractive and vice versa. I will definitely say yes , Y????????????

Is this what you are asking ..ok no need to read anything , lets take it like that you possess which everybody desires , what amount of care will you take to preserve the thing from others and if the entity is not an object a human and that tooo a pretty women wont you be on your toes to woe her!!! You will obviously be most insecure in heart for the world and open hearted for her. You will be most secluded from world and caring for her (Remember he is unattractive man) and now he has turned into insecured one too.
And what does a woman desire other than care, respect , attention, and single minded devotion ..thats it. ..
Now the question arises why unattractive men only??? well the attractive one will equally create the same insecure woman but the attractive one hardly looks for those things. He might be looking for great night stands and care with least amount of attention he has to give. He will be looking for something called space then lots of attention.
What if both are attractive yes I will like to say it will only create jealousy for people around and a great combination in initial years of relationships but later stages there might be a trouble as beauty might have developed a attitude among both and the one who loses the beauty first will be the one who loses the game first. An unattractive combination might led to male being dominating as he will obviously think that he is not got his share.

Although there might be different shades for different couples these laws are not generic these float on the surface at the bottom its what in the heart and as they say and I repeat....

Beauty lies in eyes of beholder..... but not when the eyes are of man ;)

Money never made a man happy yet, nor will it. The more a man has, the more he wants. Instead of filling a vacuum, it makes one. ..... but what about woman??? :D